ON CRACKKKK. Not really, I’m just really awake right now and feelin’ gooood. I can’t go to sleep even if I wanted to. It’s not only because I’m not tired, but also because my roomie and neighbor are in my room drunk and eating spilled Doritos off the floor. It’s only Tuesday… Oh, college. J: -spills chips- B: Oh shit… -starts eating chips off...
I realized that now if I want to stay awake during the day without being tired by the end, I can’t actually sleep anymore. I can only take naps. If that makes any sense.
The word ‘vulnerable’ was used a lot. I never liked that word because I never liked the feeling of vulnerability. I’d have no problem listening and helping out my friends but I’d always tell myself that my own problems were no big deal and thought I could deal with it myself or something. And then some people told me that that’s not healthy lol… HMMMM, good...
I thought I cared less than I actually do. But this is a good balance. I was thinking of all the stupid shit that happens to me because of my own doing; I guess I can be a hypocrite sometimes. Hope you’re okay mannnn.
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